My Life

Horrible Ending

Well, I had a great weekend… And a horrible ending.

Lets see, Friday night I wanted to go out, but JonJon was too tired. So we stayed in and watched TV and had a good time playing games and shit… Went to bed really early that night…

I woke up at like 6:30 and couldn’t sleep anymore, so I got up and made the list of shit that we need for the camping trip, and then broke down the food stuffs that we’ve already come up with… Though they are completely temporary because Lauren still has to look at them and OK everything. But anyways, I broke it down into a list of all the food we need to buy and the utensils/cooking stuff we need to take too.

Then Cleaned the house and stuff. About 10:30 or 11 JonJon and I took my car to get smogged. I had a coupon for a $19.95 on, and when we got there they said they wouldn’t take it cause it was out of state. And I was like, screw you. So I left and we found another place. My car passed so that’s good. I have to go back to the DMV now to get my plates.

Went out shopping for the rest of the day, and ended up at South Coast which I’ve decided I really hate. Then came home and made an Angel Food Cake and sat around at home again. Again, I wanetd to go out, but I was too damn tired too.. Why do I feel so OLD! Anyways, ended up going to bed at like 1 or something and slept tell 11 today.

Got up and watched some TV then went back to bed for a while longer… JonJOn came over at like 3 and had dinner, then went back to work. I went back to sleep. Got up about 6:30 and went up to chapman.

That’s when all the fun started….. I won’t get into the details, but basically I decided that I’m sick of getting pissed off everytime I go up there, and it doesn’t seem to be getting any better, so it’s time to end it… I wanted to do it nicely, have a nice talk, discuss our weeks and then bring it up. But as soon as I got there, I just got so pissed off at him. So I told him. And then he used his body to lock me into his room, and I had to forcefully move him just so I could leave. after like 40 minutes of wrestling with me carrying a printer, and two shirts. And lots of yelling and my trying to call laura like 10 times to get her to come let me out of his room he finially let me go.

I never wanted to hurt him. But he wouldn’t fucking move, using your body to MAKE someone stay somewhere they don’t want to is only going to get you hurt.

So yeah, we’re through for good this time… No going back just to end it nicely, which I would have liked this one to happen. No going back to say good bye when he leaves this summer. It’s just over. And I personally blame him for all of it.

Goodnight all.

6 replies on “Horrible Ending”

Don’t you dare blame me. All of this is just as much as your fault, and if you can’t see that, you are fucked up in the head.

You couldn’t forgive me, and if you recall, you admitted that it was your fault we aren’t together. So part of it IS your fault. And you’re the jerk, not me.

Now stop commenting on my journal and get out of my life.

Yeah, it’s my fault we’re not together…. I’m not the one who dumped you.

Now stop commenting on my journal and get out of my life. Fucker.

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