So last night Jon and I were sitting talking about random stuff. About my family farms, and about his land he claims to have in Thailand and a bunch of other interesting random stuff…. When all of a sudden he said, “You suck” and then I was like…. “Why?”
He then said, “I have feelings for you that I probably shouldn’t.”
At that point, I knew where that was going, because I’ve been there before. We didn’t really talk about it. I told him it was alright and that I liked him a lot, but only as a friend.
Then about 2:30 this morning I got this txt from him that says:
“I wasn’t lieing when I said that I like u more then I probably should. Just confused because I don’t know what I can be to you because of the whole Andrew thing. :(“
To which I replied: “It’s alright Jon, wish you had come into my life at a better time so that this wouldn’t be affecting you”
I feel bad for JonJon because I do like hanging out with him and like him as a friend, but he’s totally not the type of person I would date, even if things with Andrew weren’t in the situation they are currently in.
So yeah, basically I feel bad for him, and I hope that I didn’t lead him on to think there could be more then there really is here. I hope that we can continue to have a great friendship, and I’m super glad that we have the friendship we have now. 🙂
Laters all.