He was totally annoying me on the phone for some reason, yet when he said he had to go, I didn’t want him to.
What the hell’s going on? Why do I feel the way I do… jealousy, remorse…. who the hells knows? Am I upset b/c it seems like he’s moving on? The answer is I have no fucking clue.
I wish I just knew how this would all end up so we could either get back together, or get over each other. Why does it have to be this hard?
Look at me and tell me who I am… what I am… why I am… (Jekyll & Hyde)
Ugh I’m so annoyed (not at him, but at me) and so tired of not knowing what I want. I really really hope that when I get there, we can both sit down and figure this all out. Cause I sure as hell can’t do it by myself.