So there’s really not too much to update about privately. We found out last night that we’re going to have to say goodbye on Tuesday night instead of Wed morning now. Because Sue has to leave on Tuesday afternoon to go to work.
That just really sucks because I wanted to have that time with him there at the airport. It’s very scary. I don’t want to be wondering around by myself there. I wan him to be there for me to hold me and stuff.
Last night was hard. Having him sleep in the bunk below me. It was just very annoying that we can’t sleep in the same bed. It’ll be nice in the hotel though. I think we’ll get to sleep there.
Lile drew said in his post, I’m going to miss him insanly. And I too am scared that I’ll never find someone again how treats me as well as he does.
Oh, last night he said that he had thought about letting me top. I thought that was uber sweet and meant so much to me. Though I couldn’t think of anything to say about it. I was like, Umm, thanks? lol. I just didn’t know what to say, but it really did mean a lot to me. Though, I know it won’t be happening before we leave. Or probably ever, he’s very tight! Lol.
Anyways, I’m going to go now before I started getting sad again.