So as I said this weekend has been TONS of fun!
Friday not much happened besides what I said in the journal, hung out at Java Joe’s, walked around and talked. Just good bonding times.
Seeing Adam really made me think though, I can’t wait tell I get out of this town that’s so small that I can’t even avoid an Ex-Bf. So annoying really. I’m surprised that we avoided him as much as we have so far. It also made me really happy that I did break up with him to take a chance with Andrew. So far that chance has turned out much better then ever imagined, and I’m so happy now, and so much happier then I have been in a long time. I did however feel bad because Andrew wanted to stop and talk to Colin (I think that’s his name), but I just kept walking because I didn’t want to stop and talk to Adam, which I knew would happen if we stopped.
Adam also updated and is yet again putting things out in the public eye that he shouldn’t be, and changing what he says in the public and just manipulating alot of things, it’s really annoying me.
Anyways, back to the good stuff that happened this weekend….
Saturday was by far the best day! We laid around watching movies, something I could do for HOURS with Drew Bear. It’s just so much fun, and we always pick good movies… Minus “Drift” lol.
That night we were hanging out at my house and making out on the couch, moved up to my room and more making out, eventually he ended up naked and I literally licked him from head to toe. Foreplay is so much fun! lol, I never knew what I was missing. Anyways, making out moved to Bj’s, and after a couple minutes he was like “I’m going to come” and I didn’t beleive him cause he always says that no one can ever make him come when he’s getting a bj. So I just kept going, and then all of a sudden, I got a mouth full of cum! I was like “WTF.” But I don’t really mind come, so it wasn’t that big of a deal. Although it is a big deal that I made him come with a BJ. This makes the third time I’ve made him come, so yeah. But the first with a bj, so that was just a fluke. I’m still sceptical. Who knows really.
Then he gave me a bj, and it was soooo good. Although we only had 15 minutes, so I had to finish myself to get done in time. I felt bad taking over from him, A) because I think it rude, and B) because it felt so good!
After that we cleaned up and then he went home.
Sunday we hung out again and the topic of the trip came up. Talking about it and thinking about how soon it’s coming up made me sad because I’m really going to miss him while he’s gone. I guess though it’ll be a good run through for when he leaves for college. I’m really not looking forward to that, I’m going to be Uber sad. :'(
I’m really not looking forward to him going to Cali. Our relationship is something that I’d like to see go on, it’s working out now, and I would hope that once he moves things will continue to work out. But Four months without him are going to be hard.