Over the last couple days alot has happened within the group, and with the group. Things have been said and done that have hurt alot of people, and have caused more problems then what they were meant to fix. Adam had a big talk with Angel and told her the whole story about everything. A conversation I would have liked to have been involved in, but eh. Sometimes he does that, he forgets that there’s other people involved in things, he thinks of only himself and it really annoys me, but I usually just let it roll. It’s the way he is, and I love him for the way he is. But yes back to the topic. Things with Mandy haven’t been going quite so well. We’re all going to get together Sunday night at Angels. Meet Matt and then have a big discussion about things that have been said to who and what’s going on with what. Yeah. It’s midnight and I’m not really in the mood to talk about this thing much right now.
New years eve should be fun though, even with all the things going on. I guess more people will be here then I thought, so that’s good.
Things with Adam and I are going very well. The last couple nights we’ve just spent sitting on a couch somewhere watching tv or just hanging out talking. It’s been really great. But there’s been a few things that have been bugging me. Mostly things that have been coming out from the stuff that’s going on in the group. It’s that he forgets that things have been said to me as well that shouldn’t have been said, he’s not the only one here that’s been hurt by what’s going on. Sometime’s he arrogant, he only thinks of himself. I usually correct him and go on, but with this thing that’s going on it’s been happening more often. It’s just one of those things that once you point it out to him he goes, “oh shit, I haven’t been meaning to do that.” But yeah, like I said, it doesn’t really bother me all that much, it’s just one of those little things, everyone has thier flaws, and I’m sure I’m full of my own.
Tomorrow’s yet another Christmas, the last one, thank god. It should go without any glitches, but Adam has the day off, and I won’t be able to go out with him. And then Sunday, he has to work all day, most likely from like 9am to 9 or 10 pm. So that really sucks. I’ll get to see him for a while tomorrow, but then I won’t have jack to do Sunday. I guess it’s kind of ok, cause it’ll give me time to work on my computer and get the house cleaned up for Monday. But it’s sad that I won’t get to see him.
With love,
Chris