April 2, #4, so i’m sitting here, just bored out of my mind, and j’s on right.
so i’m like ok, i can’t talk to him, right. yeah, i can. so i open the little
window and i type "ello" and then i just sit there. and i think.
and i’m like, ok. what’ll he think of me if i IM him? it’s like, i’m so fucking
nervous. i’m actually shaking just thinking about talking to him. i dunno,
maybe that’s why i never had a bf before. i dunno, i though this was interesting.
so yeah, deal with it.