Author: Cj B

  • Do I just expect too much

    I just feel like this is a broken record, I go back and read past posts from years ago and other relationships and it’s just the same shit over and over again and maybe it’s 100% my fault. I dunno. But I just feel like I can never get enough of what I want. The […]

  • He’s never going to change

    We had a huge fight, again. Over the same fucking shit. Time and time again. I give him so much in my life, I give him and show him how much I care all the time and yet he can never seem to get it or give back. I ask for somme BASIC stuff in […]

  • I’m just being walked over

    We moved into the apartment and things have been going really well. For the most part. We get along, we do things, we are a normal gay couple in an apartment together. The place is cute and I like the location. Although I am not liking how hot it is. But lately, I have just […]

  • Stuff – Life Update

    I know it’s been a while since I last updated. A lot has been going on First, we moved into the new place. Everything has been pretty smooth lately no major issues. Although I have been getting more and more frustrated with him. Just over little stuff that annoys the fuck out of me. Example, […]

  • New Apartment Pressure

    The pressure of a new apartment and the status of our relationship is really wearing on me. I am just not getting what I need out of him The other day we went out to a birthday party for one of his friends. Of course Eric was there. As we were leaving we passed by […]