Hmmm, not even sure where to start right now. A lot has happened, a lot I want to write about but at the same time, I don’t want to really talk about it again.
Let’s start off with Cody, we’ve hung out a few times since Toad Hall, he’s super cute, very smart, I love his communication and the way he thinks about things. But he’s got a LOT of problems, personally. We will see where things go. I am happy to know him so far but we will just see.
Second, Charles. He messaged me randomly the other day. He’s doing a presentation at school about HIV. I asked him, “How did you end up with this topic”.. He replied with “You inspired me…. Another person choose HIV as their topic before me and I was so furious”… WTF. Like I’m glad he’s learning about it and everything but.. I dunno.
Also, Charles caused a HUGE fight between Derik and I, well not directly but there was a lot of other stuff going on. I don’t really want to get into the details of it. But basically we spent two hours SCREAMING at each other. Cody was in the apartment while it was all going down, he tried to help moderate but that didn’t go over well.
I decided we needed time apart so I came down to San Diego to hang out with Hut and Sean.
I met up with Bryan while I was in LA. That was a good time and we talked about a lot of random stuff. He gave me a lot of good advice and I honestly wish I had that knowledge in my life more often. I wish I had an older Gay friend who is closer so that I can get advice. I feel like I am always the one going and giving advice to people.
I really want to go on this Belize trip. But no one seems to be able to commit/go with. So annoying.