Friday night I had another date with Rav, this is the second date we had (first was at Hamilton). We went and saw the movie Reminiscence . It was MUCH better then I expected. We had a good time and then went back to his place after. He’s SUPPPPER skinny, like skin and bones. But has a nice dick. 🙂 We jerked off and made out and then I went home. We are trying to setup a third date here soon. Honestly though I am not sure I see anything in him.. I will have to really decide soon though cause I don’t want to lead him on.
Did a really awesome ride on Saturday with this ALC group called Bad Business Model Bikes. They take donated bikes, fix them up and then give them out for free to people who can’t afford bikes or who want to do ALC and can’t buy a bike. I love what they are doing and joined their ALC team! There’s 10 of us on the team so far. Hopefully it will grow. The ride was a super sweet 37 miles and I was pretty much leading the whole time. I loooooved it. I can’t wait to get out and do more rides.
I’ve also reached my $5,000 goal already (in only 5 days!!!). I am so grateful for everyone who has donated and am debating if I want to push my goal to $10,000 or not…
I texted all my friends the link to donate. A lot of them donated and I am so grateful that they did.. Except for ONE person. Jason, I sent him the link and his only reply was “Glad my spam filter is working”; Then a few hours later he said: “Look at that. A 65% increase in just a few hours. Good work.”.. Can he be any more of a jerk? Like is that really the way you are going to reply to your “friend”. I am so done with him. Hopefully this one will stick.
After the ride Derik and I met up with one of the guys from the group at the Vallejo Gay bar. Had a good time but the guy was SUPER leftist. Also he was Mexican but refused to admit he was Mexican and just kept saying he was “native”.
Sunday got up and went to Oakland and did some furniture shopping, found a really nice desk for the new apartment and also ordered all the desk supplies that I’ll need for the new place. Came home after that and just lounged around, took a nap. Had a guy come over and we had some of the hottest sex I’ve had in a long time.. I came three times! He’s pretty hot and seems fun (aka naughty). I hope we can have more fun again. But he is def NOT dating material, he’s way too anal-clean (he used THREE sheets of the lint roller) and he smokes. 🙁
I still think about Suresh a bit, but things are calming down. I don’t obsess over him any more. I still wish he would text or call and I sometimes wonder if I will ever hear from him again. I did have a dream the other night that he showed up at my front door, saying he had decided to move back but his parents kicked him out. He needed a place to stay. I still don’t get how his text to me said: “You were the first person I thought about.” But then, clearly he hasn’t thought about me since then much. I have really had to hold back on texting him. I see stuff that I really want to send him but then I don’t.
I’m really excited about the move to Oakland… I’ve already sold two of my 6 trailers and just debating what to do with the rest of them. Honestly I think at this point, I value my TIME more then I do the money that they are bringing in. The headaches of these stupid people who pick them up too just adds stress that I don’t really need any more in my life. I will probably just sell all 6 of the trailers and be done with the business. The BIG question that I just can’t get over/decide on is what to do with my house…. I really just want to sell it and again be DONE with it. But at the same time. I sort of want to have this fall back place in case Oakland doesn’t work out or whatever. I also look around the house and think to myself, WTF do I do with all this STUFF. I have been selling a lot of it, but still there’s a lot of other stuff left.