I told Constantine that I love him on Valentines day.
He said. “Thank you”.
While in Napa he said it in Russian.
Yesterday he said it for real.
I didn’t respond.
Do I? Do I not. I’m not sure. I really care about him. I’m going to miss him. But do I love him.
I just feel like there’s so much missing. I just read his blog. From the very little he actually wrote over the years. It still seems like there’s so much I don’t know about him.
I’m going to miss him deeply while he is gone. We will have to use it as a chance to get closer.