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Я тебя люблю

I told Constantine that I love him on Valentines day.

He said. “Thank you”.

While in Napa he said it in Russian.

Yesterday he said it for real.

I didn’t respond.

Do I? Do I not. I’m not sure. I really care about him. I’m going to miss him. But do I love him.

I just feel like there’s so much missing. I just read his blog. From the very little he actually wrote over the years. It still seems like there’s so much I don’t know about him.

I’m going to miss him deeply while he is gone. We will have to use it as a chance to get closer.

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