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I only ask one question…

Sooo. Still nothing from Jay. I sent him the following email last night.


Well it’s been three days now since I’ve heard from you. I’ve called and left messages, and no response. I can only assume this means you want nothing to do with me.

I have to ask one question… Why?

You said to me: “dont worry about me ever not calling you back. i respect you too much for that”. What happened? Why have you suddenly stopped talking to me. I only ask that you have the balls to explain.

I was realy enjoying hanging out with you, and hoping that if something more didn’t become of it that we could at least be friends. I guess that’s not an option now based on your actions. This turn of events has hurt me, again, I only ask why you’ve done this and chosen to stop talking to me.

Please respond in some way.

I haven’t heard from him. I saw him on myspace/aim/a4a… So at least I know he’s alive. Stupid Fucker.

Last night Carlito came over. We got plastered and fucked. It was fun. He’s good in bed, he hits that spot that makes me scream. I hope the neighbors didn’t hear…

I’ve got zero plans for the weekend.. :'(

3 replies on “I only ask one question…”

You are probably better off without him. If he cannot make up his mind of what he commits himself too, then he is not worth it.

Yeah, I know.. It’s just that every rejection now is such a HUGe let down.. And after I put all the engery into him.. And he seemed so great. I feel like now _I’m_ missing out on that. 🙁

It’s never easy opening yourself to someone, and when they do something like Jay did. Well, I know it makes it a little harder on letting the next person in.

Be patient, you will find someone.

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