So, I’m assuming it’s done with Jay. He sent me a txt message late Monday night. Said “I’ll call you tomorrow”.
So all day Tuesday I wait, and wait. Everytime my phone rang, my heart jumped hoping it was him. Nothing.
He was online off and on from about 5:30 till 9 when I went to bed. Usually for like 45 minutes at a time. I never IMed him, he never IMed me. What happened to practive at 6 every tuesday?
I sent him a txt at 9. “Good night, hope your day was great”. No reply… I sent him a txt at 3:30 this morning, “So, how come you never called like you said you would.”
Why is it that the ONE thing I want so badly is so fucking hard to obtain!! I could do with out the HUGE salary, the great place to live. I just want this one fucking thing. I want someone to share my life with!
Any why do boys lie so fucking much. Friday Jay was all. “I’m so into you, and you’re so great” blah blah blah. Saturday it was, well you know…
Then it’s nothing. The thing that gets me the most is “dont worry about me ever not calling you back. i respect you too much for that”
Umm. Where’s that respect again?
Maybe he’s got a great reason… Probably not.