Who the hell is Norman Mailer

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When you feel all alone

And the world has turned it’s back on you

Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart

I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you

It’s hard to find relief and people can be so cold

When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can’t take anymore

Let me be the one you call

If you jump I’ll break your fall

Lift you up and fly away with you into the night

If you need to fall apart

I can mend a broken heart

If you need to crash then crash and burn

You’re not alone

When you feel all alone

And a loyal friend is hard to find

You’re caught in a one way street

With the monsters in your head

When hopes and dreams are far away and

You feel like you can’t face the day

I need someone to break my fall…. Our Med plan here sucks. They only cover 60% of the cost of a counseling visit. You’re limited to 12 in a calendar year and 25 in a lifetime. WTF? This is supposed to be a PPO. PPO’s are SUPPOSED to be good. This is shit! Fuck you.

At least there’s one good thing… Today’s donut day!

Really nothing else to report. I really want to go out to a club tomorrow and mock all the stupid self centered sex crazed homo’s around here. This was brought on by the annoyance of Myke… Grr! I have no problem with people hating me when I hate them right back. But when I actually ENJOYED hanging out with someone, which is a rarity, and then they ignore me. It fucking pisses me off to no end! And all this would just fucking end if he would jsut TELL me when he doesn’t want to talk to me.

For gods sake, we hung out for 8 hours! And we laughed and had a good time and talked about things that you have to have a brain to talk about. I offered to leave 2 or 3 times around 3am and he always said, “No stay a little longer” and I ended up staying there till 6am! Clearly he enjoyed hanging otu as well.. BUT WHY THE FUCK won’t he talk to me now! It’s so annoying! I just want to go over to his house and be like. “I’m not leaving till you tell me why”! hehe.

But anyways, this has just made me feel like I’m not good enough for the stupid homos around here. If I got along with someone so well and yet he doesn’t want to talk to me, there’s clearly something wrong… Probably because I’m not buff and don’t have a six pack! Grrr.

Fuckers.

Anyways, I’ve been listening to Savage Garden tonight… I love that band… I wish they had more then two cds. I only have 20 more minutes of music from them, then I have to think of a new band to listen too.

I got some really great gosip about my brother yesterday… Things about Credit cards and not going to school… It’s really funny how he and I are such complete opposites… Sucks though that it seems like his life is going to be one big ass mess.

I need to find something to track the page hits to a specific page. Currently I’m running awstats.. which is good. Well, actually i just updated it to the newest version 6.5.. I’ve been running 4.something for the longest time. Whoops. But I still need/want to be able to track the hits for specific pages. I also wish there were some way to track WHO it is that’s coming. Because like that methodstudios person keeps coming back and I want to know WHO it is! Plus there’s a few new oc.oc.cox.net addresses hitting here quite a few times a day and I’d like to know who that is as well. Just because I’m paraniod and like to know who comes here. 😀 Like I know a few of them, there’s a desm.qwest.com that comes here daily and a few others…

Also with the new version of awstats my keyword reffer works.. so here’s some thingspeople are search for and getting my site:

#1) boyfriend application

#2) eat cock

#3) mother yelling and screaming audio file

#4) adam4adam

#5) spanken skinny dipping

#6) chris pirillo cock

#7) pirillo 0wn the software

#8) international-hit-on-taylor-day

#9) incestland

#10) ahoalton

Very random what people search for!

I burned my finger today cooking supper… I was trying to flip my egg with my hand and the pan was a lot hotter then i thought it was… It hurts like a mofo!

Later all.