Aug 19, #2 [Faith Hill, "The Way You Love Me"]
This has been a summer of firsts for me. It’s hard for me to let this summer
go. I’ll always remember it. This summer so many things have happened to
me, things that I’ve enjoyed, things that I’ve hated, things that broke
my heart and things that have expanded my personality. I’ve had so much
fun this summer, and now it’s over. It’s over. I can’t believe how fast
this summer has passed and how much has happened to me. How many things
I’ve learned and the way’s I’ve learned them.
Today Adam and I went out to Saylorville again. Out by the soccer fields
here in PC and just hung out and talked and walked. We didn’t talk about
anything really, just babble. The last 4 days I’ve spent more one on one
time with Adam then we did during our entire relationship. I’ve really enjoyed
it. I wish that we would have had this personal time during our relationship,
but I think we’re so much closer now then we ever have been. I’m really
happy about that.
I’m so sad right now though about school starting, especially his school
starting so early. I’m going to miss being around him so much once school
starts, and once Angie leaves it’s just going to be bad. I can tell now
I’m going to be crying so bad when she leaves, And I know that once I find
out when I’m leaving, the night before that is going to be tough too. Saying
bye to Adam for the last time, I know it’ll probably only be a few weeks,
and that we’re only a few miles apart, but I’m going to miss him so much.
School will take my mind off alot of it, but having spent so much time together.
It’s going to be tough times for a while I think.