june 2 [fine young cannibals, "good thing"] ok well i’ve got an
hour or so here before supper so i thought i would tell yall what’s been up
in my life since i got here. well last night after i wrote that last update
i went to the ampitheater and worked there they were cutting railroad ties
for the steps, it’s not fun cutting those. i have five blisters on one hand
now and they hurt. then we went and worked in places once the rest of the
staff showed up. my tentie, grant, doesn’t have to move in tell the 8th so
i’ll have the tent to myself over the next week or so. it’s been going pretty
good so far. todays been pretty boring we’ve just been going over all the
rules around camp and been working on getting everyone certified. i had to
get recertified in CPR, that took 5 hours, my god that’s boring and the teacher
guy, he was crazy i swear. and that brings us up to now. it’s 5:11 now and
i have to be at the flags at 5:55 for flag retreat. ya know it’s been really
hard lately. i’m at scout camp, so ya know i can’t check out every guy that
walks past anymore, and it’s hard, there’s so alot of really cute guys on
staff. like the the lakefront director, he’s about 6′ 5" or so, and he’s
got this really boxy face, but he’s fucking ass hot. omg. yeah, i’ll try and
get pics of everyone before the summers over, but ya know i’m not the picture
taking kind and yeah, it would just be weird cause i don’t really know to
many people here. and plus i’m trying to kinda hide out cause i’ve been so
used to just like, saying, hey he’s cute and shit like that and now i’m here
and have to watch what i say really closely. you know what i’ve realiized
is that i always go through more then one song while i’m writing these, but
i don’t really notice it when they change. i’ve gone through three just writing
this one. yep. it’s funny. but ok, so i have to watch what i say, and i’m
affraid that i’ll slip and say something really loud and like, yeah that wouldn’t
be good. i’ve also been thinking that i’ll go ahead and send that letter like
soon, instead of waiting. cause since she knows already. might just as well
as make it official. and plus i don’t think i’ll be able to stay the whole
summer up here. i really don’t think i’ll be able to handle it.