may 21, [billy joel, "great wall of china"] damn today sucks too.
we got my final phone bill from college today, it was eighty some bucks and
my dad refuses to pay for it, he says "you can talk to someone else for
7 hours, but you can’t talk to me for 2 minutes" hell no i can’t talk
to him for 2 minutes cause all e does is yell at me. and blow everything out
of porportion, and again today, i got my grades, got B’s in every class, do
you think he said a thing about that, nope all he could do was bitch about
the phone bill. he also caught me talking to danny last night. and he’s been
bitching about that all day. he also said somethign to the effect of "you
need to figure out what’s going on in your life" i know what’s going
on in my life, he’s the one that’s in the dark. maybe if he wouldn’t be such
an ass hole. you know this whole phone bill thing really pisses me off to
cause they said they would pay for my phone bill. and here he is again going
back on his word. the stupid bastard. he also clams that he told me to "take
care of the problem" when he got the $40 bill, he didn’t say anything
about not talking so much. the asshole. i’m temped to just up and leave here
real soon. i mean real soon. i thought about it the other night, i can pack
in about 5 mintues. i have _NO_ money left, how the hell am i going to pay
this bill? damnit i hate him so fucking much. i worked my god damn ass off
in high school damnit. i paid for all my shit when i was in hs. now they can’t
even pay a fucking phone bill which they said they would take care of. i’m
really getting pissed at these assholes. really getting pissed.