may 19 #3 {basement jaxx, "Music Keeps On Playin"], so yeah, people
came and picked me up tonight, that was cool i had fun. well mostly had fun.
i also got to see julian again, whom (is that the right use of whom?) i hadn’t
really gotten a chance to see since i got home. it was good. i wish i had
spent more time with the group when we were in hs. but i mean now one ever
offered to include me and i just figured, well if they want me they’ll ask,
cause ya know i’m not the type to bother people about things like that. so
yeah. i really regret not telling people that i was gay when i was in hs.
i think it would have been easier to just tell them then hide it all these
years. yeah, i really do. i kinda wish that i wasn’t going away to camp this
summer. but i mean i’ve already signed it all and shit so i’m kinda stuck
with it. i’m really regerting alot of shit tonight.