april 19, #2. so i’m back i’ll try to explain more now, maybe.i haven’t been
making much sense lately. so the e-mail from travis said: I
have no problem with the way you are.. I don’t hold grudges against people
just because they are different. I didn’t delete you because I wasn’t cool
with whatever. I don’t know who you are first of all, and I”m not holding
anything against you.. I just don’t feel comfortable in this situation, I
hope you understand.. Its not anything personal toward you.. he’s got
an odd typing style, but i must admit, he’s caught me off gaurd, i wasn’t
expecting this from him. isn’t it odd, how i just go from one guy to the next
when i babble about people. yeah, i dunno. i guess that poem lust
would be approriate, lol. to bad it’s never come out that way, lol. yeah.
danny and i talked for a bit last night, that was good, i don’t remember if
i said anything or not but i found his planetout
personal (you’ll need a password and stuff), hehe. i’m not really liken
it (the whole, he wants a monogamous relationship and he’s got down that he’s
single), i talked to him about it, but yeah. that didn’t go to far. i can
kinda understand, but i mean he could at least be truthful in it that he’s
in an "open relationship." you can check out my personal here.
(i hope all those links work if not, my zip is 57042). umm, oh i just got
back from government, my group went today to give thier thingy, it was funny,
it got passed, which i was amazed about, but the teacher (acting as president)
said he would probably veto it. when we voted we just raised our hands and
such, and yeah i voted against our bill, cuase it was just stupid, and everyone
was like, ha, he’s not even voting for his own bill. and i was like, hell
no, cause in the bill they wanted to outlaw abortion and make the doctor do
life in prison for it, and i was like, hell no. if a woman wants an abortion
she can have it, and the fucking government shouldn’t be in that. ok on the
whole nic situation, i don’t really know what’s been going on and such, but
people have been talking about him, and his drug use, and other such stuff,
and i guess he’s been going wacko about it, and such, which seems like nic,
but i don’t think he should confront people about what they say in thier journals.
i mean, it’s ok to say, hey could you not use my name or something like that,
but asking them to change it or remove it, or whatever, yeah. (remember, uninformed
opinion). i also don’t think people should have to have disclaimers on thier
journals, that’s just going a bit to far, i mean after so long of everyone
doing this, it should be understood. I’m not saying that they shouldn’t have
it there, it’s a good idea, i’m saying there should be no need to have it
there. ya know, this college really sucks for being "gay freindly"
i mean really sucks, someone actually threatened my life the other day. i
haven’t taken much thought to it, cause i mean, i dunno. i don’t want to explain
my position on death, cause then you’ll all think i’m suicidle (sp? that really
doesn’t look right, but i’m to lazy to actually do a spell chekc) or something
like that, but i’m not so don’t worry.