Weekend in PV

Spent the past weekend in PV.

I left on Thursday. I had texted Charles that I was leaving around 1 and assuming he would come over after to pick up astra. But he texted asking if he could get her in the morning cause he had to work. I said sure. He got there and gave me a big hug which was unexpected. We talked for a few minutes. He saw my new tattoo. But it made me sad again.

It started out shitty. I got there and glenn and polo both had to work, so I was alone for like 5 hours friday. I got depressed AF. Sitting around alone, seeing all the cute couples and groups of friends.

But the rest of the weekend was hella fun. SO that’s good. I’m inspired by Glenn’s outlook and the way he does things. I wish I could be more like him and just go for it and just do it. He says, ya know as long as there’s enough for rent, that’s all you need.

Flying home today and feeling like shit again. I cried multiple times on the plane. At one point. JP Saxx, The Few things came on. I cried like crazy.

I texted Charles, kinda hoping he would offer to pick me up from the airport. But of course not.

Glenn nailed him on the head when we were talking about things this weekend.

Anyways, I’m looking better. I”m feeling good. I”m going to be happy again soon.