Well, it’s been a while since I posted and I need to do a major update. I went home for Christmas and things were fine mostly. Spent a lot of time working out with Army and having a good time with him. I am not sure if he’s just being flirty or what but he kept calling me “Future husband” and making other dating jokes. He bought his first house which is super exciting and I’m really happy for him. He has all kinds of travel plans and I wish that he would invite me on more of them but whatever. We’re not super close or anything. It’s more about cocnvienvnve for him for sure.
Christmas Day was pretty annoying TBH. We were not supposed to be getting each other gifts but I come down and Andy had gotten TONS of gifts for everyone. I felt bad about not getting him anything and then my dad was like “You didn’t get him anything, that’s pretty mean”. WTF we all agreed I thought that we were not doing gifts this year.
Charles and I spent a lot of time facetiming and watching movies together in the evening which was super cute. He agreed to pick me up from the airport on Monday when I got back which was amazing. It made me so happy to see him when I landed and came out of the airport.
We went back to his place and hung out, he had to go to work so I Went back home. He came to my place latter that night and said he had a massive headache. The next morning he woke up with a bad temp and we ended up just going to his place and hanging out. Come to find out he had COVID.
So we’ve spent the last week together quarantined. I also tested positive for COVID. So whatever. At least now I’ve officially had it! It’s been interesting being stuck together for the past 6 days. We haven’t had any major issues but there have been some interesting things that I am not sure how I feel about with him. IE: I feel like he doesn’t want to really put any effort into planning things and deciding what to do. I felt like ti was always up to me to offer suggestions and then he would pick something. I wish that he would have aded some more time into giving me some options of what he wanted to do.
I really do like him and eh’s super sweet. I love that he loves to cuddle. I love his smile, we laugh and have a lot of fun together. even when he is sick. But he also confuses the fuck out of me. IE we have only had sex twice in the past week. Granted. I guess we are SICK technically.
THere’s also some things with how much other people are texting him which bothers the fuck out of me. I know he has other friends but like Eric of course has been texting him all the time. At one point, I saw one of the texts an it was something like “DO you have any symptoms” and my fucking crazy ass mind went and said “omg maybe they are talking about STD’s, did Eric give him an STD while they were together”.. But then later that night he told me that Eric was concerned Charles had given him Covid as well.
He has done some super sweet stuff too. IE one night we were laying on the couch and he kept playing this same song over and over and over again. I have been trying really and to not keep asking him “WHAT ARE YOU DDOING” So I just left it be. But then the next morning we were on tiktoc together and the song played, so I like “IS THAT WHAT YOU WERE GOING LAST NIGHT” watching these cute couples videos about the past year. And he said “NO, I was trying to make one for us”. It was SO CUTE. So he showed me this little video he made about us.
It sucks that we have had so much fucked up shit between us to start this relationship but at the same time it’s been great that we got through it all.