Mid-passage update. We’re about 4 days out of Bermuda and 4 days to Antigua. So basically the halfway point.
Things on this leg are going much better. Calm Flat seas, light winds. (Almost too light). Crew is in good spirits, so that’s good.
But honestly I still just want to sell this fucking boat. I’ve been kinda day dreaming about asking my parents if I can rent the house. I dunno if I’d be happy there either, but you never know. Maybe I’m ok being a little slower life then I had in the past now. Lalo and I can date, see here it takes us.
My crew last night was talking about their plans for leaving once we get there and it made me kinda sad. Once they leave I’m back all alone on this boat in a new country, with lots of new things to worry about or figure out. Plans to make, progress to make, adventures to make.
I still get urges to call or text Charles since the whole Don calls. Like WTF was he thinking would be my reaction to him calling me and telling me that this guy is still so madly in love with him. And then we haven’t even spoken, texted or anything since that call.. I’d really like to know what his mindset was to make him think that I would want to hear about that stuff.
These NYC boys on the boat are a little weird too IMHO. Like they will make themselves lunch and not say anything to the other two. I’m not expecting them to MAKE us lunch but at least say “hey, we’re making lunch” or something. Other odd things like that too where they just don’t really give courtesy to other people. Maybe it’s just an NYC thing. Who knows.