Boat’s back in the water and it’s def made me feel stronger in my want to get it sold. I just want it gone now.
The whole process went pretty smoothly, the boat is cleaner than I expected but still a lot of work to do. Yesterday was 107 outside and I had both AC’s running. Neither could keep up with the heat. The main AC kept shutting down due to over heat.
I kinda miss 19 year old. But do I just miss him because of the physical closeness or cause I actually like him?
Also getting back on the dating apps is so annoying. The people just un-matching for no reason. The constant chatting that goes no where. I’m honestly still super annoyed with Ben from NYC. We chatted daily for nearly 7 months. Then when I was in the area he was “too busy” to actually meet. I want to text him and be like, “So what was the fucking point”.
Speaking of. I flew into Richmond and spent one night there in the city. Last time I was there I met this guy on grindr but we didn’t get a chance to meet. He was a hot black guy with a huge dick. We exchanged snap chat. Talked every day. I told him a week before what day I was coming, he said he was down to meet. I texted him the morning I came, he said yes. I texted him when I landed. We confirmed he would come over after work at 6pm. I confirmed with him again around 4pm. He messaged me at 5:30ish saying he was gonna shower and then come over…. Crickets. Nothing. Fucking GHOSTED me. I was so fucking pissed.
And then of course all these couples posting on insta…
Just getting frustrated again about being single…. Ugh.