Wow. Two posts in one day…
So last night I posted a pic on instagram with the caption “Last night in The Bahamas”.
Charles replied: Seriously?
Me: Yes, Why?
Him: Crazy! Congrats you made it through your adventure
Me: Thanks. But now what. haha
Him: Wish I had a crystal ball for you
So. Now I write to you what I want to reply to him. Instead of sending him anything else.
I don’t need a crystal ball, what I need is just to be happy and find that happiness again. I want to have my bf, our house, our chill lives in the city, going out, making dinner together, talking. I just want to be happy with life. Even those small things again. I want to appreciate and be appreciated. I want to come home to my husband, cuddle his head on my lap. Kiss him and laugh and cry together.
I want to love and be loved. I want to feel safe and carefree in my own home. I want to have plants in our window. I want to have a fridge full of food. An espresso maker. I want to have your 10 alarms going off every morning.
I want us.