My therapist said I need to journal every day. Write about the good things happening on this trip…. That was on Wed and so far I cannot find one good thing over the past three days to report on.
I have seriously been stuck ON THE BOAT for three days now. I left once yesterday to take astra to the beach cause she refuses to pee on the boat. But it was a nightmare. We’re in this little cove trying to hide out from this passing storm front. Winds are blowing non-stop 25-30MPH. The waves in this little cove even have small white caps on them.
I don’t want to be stuck on this fucking boat this long. I have nothing to entertain me. I keep looking at the same three websites over and over.
Trying to figure out what to do with the boat long term. Researching how to get it to the BVI’s and that sounds just too daunting to me.
But then I read these journals about people who have done the trip and the amazing Turks & Caicos, Puerto Rico, the DR. Places that would be amazing to visit. But maybe just better to fly there and visit by land.
This storm is supposed to last until Monday/Tuesday. I do not want to be fucking on the boat until then. I was really looking forward to moving to a marina on Monday but if these winds keep up, I cannot do that! The forecast is for 10′ waves on Monday! I cannot move the boat in waves like that.
I just want to go home.