He’s perfectly CAPABLE of being a kind, caring, responsive human being. BUT YET he chooses to treat me like total SHIT
Last night, he could have offered me a ride home. If it were Eric or serge. He would have. But when I question him he says “You should have asked”.
He always told me, he’s bad at texting, but yet he sits there when we hang out, texting serge and Eric and who ever else constantly.
I tried to plan us nice trips, get aways. He always said “I can’t commit due to work”. But then he’s trying to plan shit with Jay and James. I even suggested last year we just go spend ONE DAY. I wanted to spend ONE DAY in the snow. Get a cute cabin, go snowmobiling, etc. And he said “No, I don’t like the snow”. but now he’s trying to do the exact same thing with them.
He just ignores my text and doesn’t even bother to reply.
When we were together, I would suggest we go to random concerts just to enjoy the experience. But he would say “No, I don’t know them” or “I don’t like them that much”. But now he’s single and he’s going to random concerts he doesn’t know.
He’s just a fucking asshole.
I DESERVE BETTER. TREAT ME LIKE A FUCKING HUMAN BEING.
I should just block him. He doesn’t even deserve me in his life. I’m too good for him.