Sell By:

But now I’m twenty. Twenty-something., and past my gay sell by date. Right back at the start. I’ve got nine years to go before I’m anything like as good at being in my twenty’s as I was at being in my teens. I don’t have a clue what I’m doing.

Ha, boy ashamed is so great….

Tonight’s really sucked.. I won’t go into it though. Adam and I talked and that was good.

I got my video from Steven Cozza. It’s great… I can’t wait to see it.

Night all.

Around the corner

It’s just around the corner now… that week we all get off this time of year. I can’t wait tell it’s here. That will be one good week. Time to relax, not have to leave Adam’s side for long periods of time. I can’t wait. One things that really sucks though is that he’s grounded the first weekend. But it’ll still be really really great. And after that only like 2 weeks tell prom. Good times.

Today was really good. Last night was funny though. Adam and I were watching Queer as Folk in his bed room.. He had just got out of the shower and I was laying in his bed under the covers… He got in and we cuddled up and watched like one episode.. By this time it was like 11:30.. We had just put in the next DVD and like less then 5 minutes into the show we were both asleep… I woke up again and looked over at the clock… It was 3 am. I said “SHIT” and jumped out of bed. Luckly his PU’s hadn’t gotten home yet and caught us in bed neked together, hehe, taht would have really sucked.

This morning sucked… I was just getting up and getting ready to head into the shower when I hear my brother shut the bathroom door. I was like FUCK! So I went back to bed… Next thing I know he’s got that fucking radio blaring as loud as it will go. So I pound on the wall…. Instead of turning it down, he turns it up some more. I’m like you fucker. It was all rap shit too. I was so pissed. I heard the phone ring a bit after that. I knew it was Adam calling. They didn’t bring me the phone, but I knew it was him, so I pounded on the wall some more and screamed at him to hurry up. By this time he had already been in there 20 minutes. I laid in bed waiting for him to get out… At the 40 minute mark I got out of bed and went and pounded on the door and yelled at him some more… He yelled back “I DON’T HAVE TO HURRY UP!” I wanted to bust that fucking door down and punch him right then. Finally he got out and I yelled at him for having the radio so loud. He said that “I DON’T HAVE TO TURN IT DOWN, YOU’RE NOT MY BOSS!” I said that we’ll see about that… How would he like it if I came home at 3 AM and turned my radio on as loud as I could. Little fucker. Maybe I’ll do that next week. So I went in and did one of those 5 minute showers… My mom finaly told me that Adam had called, like shortly before Andy got out of the shower. I called him and vented well I was waiting for the shower. I fiaally got to his house about 11:30 or so. It was good. We hung out, went to Wal-Mart and saw Julian and Mandy. Went to Good-will and some crazy old guy talked to us. Adam got this ugly shirt, but it’s growing on my slowly.. He actually looks ok in it. We also Tie-dyed some other clothes of his. They’re cute. Then tonight we just hung out and watched some more QaF. We’re on like the 4th disk I think.. But one of them wouldn’t play at all. Fucking thing. And it was a good one.. Oh well. We got the jist of it.

I’m thinking about buying it.. But now I have to save my money to pay to go to prom. Hmmm.

::yawns::

It’s the weekend… YAY! Friday was Friday.. not much really happened during the day.. I was dead tired. I went to Adam’s like 3:30 or soish. we hung out and watched QaF all night… There was a big fuck off storm too. So I didn’t go home… It was good. We went and got estimates on Adam’s car as well. It’s going to be a smal fortune to fix it… $1,200 at one place and $900 at another. He was wanting to come into some money sometime. Yeah.. Rob’s being all crazy about it though. I’m dot dot dotting alot tonight as Adam pointed out.

NOt much has really happened today we’ve been hanging out. He worked from 1-7 and they made a fuck off lot of pizzas.. I studied and got really confused. Now we’re here highlighting my hair. It feels like this shit has been in here for an hour and a half, but it’s onluy been like 45 minutes. It better be cool or someone’s not getting any. lol. But yeah. It looks alright. Off to go clean it out now and then perhaps for a nap or something… ::yawns::

It’s tooo fucking early

Well here it is… 7am. I never did get back to sleep. Fuckers and thier fire alarms… One good thing about it though was there’s this one REALLY hot guy on our floor, well he was out there in these really cute jeans and a tight tie-dye t-shirt… He was sooo hot. I wanted to just grab him and say “Fuck me now!” But yeah.. It was far to early.

I dunno what today’s going to bring yet… if it keeps up like this, it won’t be a good day.

We’ll see. It is Friday afterall.