[Seal, “Prayer For The Dying”]
Ok, Greymatter had really fucked something up. But me being the genious that I am fixed it. Yep, it was that one of the files that stores the information for rebuilding the files was corrupt, so I had to manually re-enter all that information. So it’s good now and everything works, which is cool. Greymatter loves me again.
I’m thinking about disabling comments though cause that’s what it was that fucked up that file. We’ll see if it happens agian.
Adam and I talked about things tonight. Things are semi-good. He said that I could come to the dance if i wanted to, but I don’t really know if I want to. Now I feel like I’ve invited myself. And I don’t want to do that. Grrr. It’s all very confusing and bad. Why can’t relationships just work out the way they are supposed to. We still have alot to fix though in our relationship. It’s not that we don’t love each other, we do. It’s that he doesn’t want to take the risk of having what happened in our relationship to happen again. He “doesn’t want to lose me.” He “likes my freindship better then my relationship.” But I think that with what’s going on in between us we need to be in a relationship, otherwise our freindship is going to go through alot more then what it should have too. Example, lately we’ve been aruging about alot of small little things, like this dance thing, and there was something else the other day. I can’t remember what it was now, but yeah. I think there’d be less tension between us if we were in a relationship, and we’d have a better chance of growing closer. Sure our breakup brought us closer, but there’s only so close that freinds can become, there’s that point that friendships have to be turned into relationships, and we’re way past that point in my mind.
I went to math. The test sucked ass. There were a few things that were on the test that he didn’t even cover in class and they weren’t in the covered in recite, so I was like “This wasn’t covered in class or in recite, therefore it is an unfair question. I have answered it with the best of my knowledge.” The ass hole. I can’t wait tell I’m done with math, after this class I only have one more math class that I have to do.
Ok, wacko happenings here. Some random people just came in, offered us cookies and also took out our trash for it. Crazyness I tell you.
That’s all for today. I think three updates is more then enough.
Love of our country is another of those specious illusions, which have been invented by impostors in order to render the multitude the blind instruments of their crooked designs.